“[An eating disorder] is, at the most basic level, a bundle of deadly contradictions: a desire for power that strips you of all power. A gest...”
repeat after me: the goal is not to minimize salt, fat, carbs, and calories as much as possible. The goal is not zero. These nutrients are all part of a healthy diet and foods are not bad simply because they contain them. And don’t let anyone convince you otherwise
Pros of an Eating disorder
you will feel skin- wait no … that’s not true You will fit into … you… Wait there are no pros. Why? Because it is a horrible illness. There are no pros to slowly killing yourself. It is not poetic, romantic, funny, or a lifestyle. It is mental illness with the highest mortality rate. There.Are.No.P...
“The fact that you were essentially dead does not register until you begin to come alive.”
“This is not recovery, this is remission. This is looking your death in the mirrored eyes daily, smirking, and walking away. There is such p...”
“You think you are stronger for starving. I know I am stronger for eating.”
“Your eating disorder is lying to you. Don’t believe a word it says. You will not be happier if you lose weight, you will be miserable....”
“Do not forget about the time you used to wake up and pour yourself a giant bowl of cereal with regular milk and an extra spoon or two of sug...”
fuck calories, fuck what the scale says, fuck clothes sizes, fuck not seeing your friends just to avoid food, fuck crying over an apple, fuck binging, fuck purging, fuck skipping meals, fuck not feeling good enough, fuck missing lessons so you can go to hospital or therapy appointments, fuck destroy...