#1// I’m scared. I’m so very scared.
#2// I feel like everything I do has been wrong, that it wasn’t good enough. Why am I feeling like that again?
#3// I can’t sleep anymore. I stay up all night and then I’m tired all day but I still can’t sleep. I tried, but I’m so restless.
#4// My heart hurts and I can’t stop crying. I miss it, I miss being happy. I miss myself so much.
#5// I honestly thought I was doing okay, but then everything came crashing down on me and I’m drowning again. It’s suffocating and I don’t know what to do.
#6// Do they even really care?
“#1// I’m scared. I’m so very scared. #2// I feel like everything I do has been wrong, that it wasn’t good enough. Why am...”
“I remember not wanting to get out of bed, and everyone yelling at me to stop going to sleep so late. But it wasn’t that, I was not tired at ...”
“I thought that if I told myself I’m okay every night before I go to sleep, I would actually one day wake up being okay. But that never...”
“I’d give you the universe if I could, so please believe me when I say that you are more to me than what you imagine.”
“i. When I am quiet, please do not take it the wrong way. It just means that I am lost inside my own mind, trying to find a way out. ii. Wh...”
“You think you have forever but you don’t, because one day you’re going to wake up and the reality of them not being yours anymor...”
“When I say that I am alone, I don’t say it for you to tell me that I’m not. I say it because when it’s 4am and I’m laying on the bathroom fl...”
“I was drowning, and I didn’t want anybody to know.”
“I’m trying so hard to not break down in front of everyone. But it’s hard, it’s so fucking hard when all I want to do is ju...”
“I want someone to think of me as a beautiful person, not because of my looks but because of my mind and soul. I want someone to fall in love...”
“You can never know how sad a person truly is until you see them laugh while they are crying roughly, flinching away from your touch when you...”
“I’m so tired of being sad all the fucking time.”