• MY EDIT the mortal instruments Lily Collins Xavier Samuel clary fray tmiedit jonathan morgenstern bear with me i'm gonna run out of material to gif soon and i shall stop shoving this casting down your throats but in the meantime i'm so pumped up wit cohf cover i just had to i can't imagine it's not going to boil down to showdown between these two? with 'all that could have been' by nin playing in the background and it's too late and it was never soon enough and it has always been doomed and they could have never been anything but this: broken unfitting misunderstood hating each other driven to kill one another though they are the last one and the bloodline dies if one strikes the other and it has to be clary fighting him it has to be clary facing him it has to be her regretting ALL THESE WHAT IFS?? what if i loved him like he's my brother what if he loved me like i'm his sister what if we lived like we are the family what if we belonged like we are the one (they are yin and yang leave me alone) instead he's no one's he's alone she finds relief in hatred and anger so she hates and she fights and she knows she must kill him in the end she rejects all these what ifs she rejects the notion he can feel he's human he has a heart because there is no saving him there is no building them there is no having home there is no forgiving only death then grief in white and then never being complete and always living with this burden of killing him while not having a chance to love him watson-sighs-and-tuts •
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MY EDIT the mortal instruments Lily Collins Xavier Samuel clary fray tmiedit jonathan morgenstern bear  with me i'm gonna run out of material to gif soon and i shall stop shoving this casting down your throats but in the meantime i'm so pumped up wit cohf cover   i just had to i can't imagine it's not going to boil down to showdown between these two? with 'all that could have been' by nin playing in the background and it's too late and it was never soon enough and it has always been doomed and they could have never been anything but this: broken unfitting misunderstood hating each other driven to kill one another though they are the last one and the bloodline dies if one strikes the other and it has to be clary fighting him it has to be clary facing him it has to be her regretting ALL THESE WHAT IFS?? what if i loved him like he's my brother what if he loved me like i'm his sister what if we lived like we are the family what if we belonged like we are the one (they are yin and yang leave me alone) instead he's no one's he's alone she finds relief in hatred and anger so she hates and she fights and she knows she must kill him in the end she rejects all these what ifs she rejects the notion he can feel he's human he has a heart because there is no saving him there is no building them there is no having home there is no forgiving only death then grief in white and then never  being complete and always living with this burden of killing him while not having a chance to love him
MY EDIT the mortal instruments lena headey Xavier Samuel tmiedit jonathan morgenstern jocelyn fairchild eugh i don't like dreamcasting and i hate playing with the idea but this is everything to me and i need to release feels in photoshop and xavier works in my head better than evan will ever work (oops) anyway jesus christ this shakespeare and then she almost kills him and then he almost kills luke and yes please let there be blood anguish pain hatred anger bitterness AND SO MANY TEARING APART WHAT IFS jocelyn in my head is so torn though in the books she escapes to utter hatred and bigotism AND THAT QUOTE OMG SHE WANTS TO BE CERTAIN SHE WANTS TO BELIEVE SO MUCH HE IS A MONSTER because she didn't save him she couldn't save him and thought he died and felt relief though she shouldn't but no in my head he's THIS SORE SPOT FOREVER BLEEDING IN HER this firstborn beautiful son she was supposed to spoil to high heavens stroke his white hair and kiss his forehead with love and then he looked at her like he's empty and then she thought he has claws and she hates him for taking away her firstborn it's not even valentine's fault it's not blood's fault it's this child that was supposed to be her son and instead has black eyes and rotten heart and jonathan jesus christ he doesn't even despise her because she is a stranger cruel selfish shallow stranger who abandoned him BUT AT THE SAME he is so utterly utterly alone and he hates them both her and valentine for letting him be this NO ONE AND NOTHING WILL EVER BE THERE TO UNDERSTAND TO COMPASSIONATE TO KNOW TO LISTEN aaaah here for this i live and breathe the morgensterns' tragedy yes please
MY EDIT the mortal instruments lena headey Lily Collins Xavier Samuel clary fray tmiedit jonathan morgenstern jocelyn fairchild do you sometimes cry?? nope i'm never over this possibility and i'm gonna be obnoxious about it and basically it's about putting these faces together (jesus fucking christ i'm gonna die if xavier and lily don't do sth together what a goddamn obsession i want to abandond this goddamn boat it's nothing but surreal madness) other than that i don't even know what i'm doing nope but this could have happened do you understand if she only took him with them if she did not reject this child and this fire didn't happen making her think she didn't have to abandon him anymore cos thankfully he's gone omg i just want to die (also do you think people won't notice these little incestous undertones in these two little gifs i was not supposed to include but then i was like THE HELL i do what i want it's my madness well they don't have to be incestous undertones but my goggles are strongly shaded AND EVIL LAUGHTER IS MINE anyway fans self even if no one cares bye
MY EDIT the mortal instruments clary fray valentine morgenstern tmiedit jonathan morgenstern jocelyn fairchild i know there are swords as well but we barely know a thing about them now and no actual footage besides this is mostly done for my babies (i'm actually planning this other gifset but it's gonna be hugely inappropriate and stuff so yep first time for this innocent piece of trivia all morgensterns together stuff) anyway i started to bawl in the middle of this because do you realise the only thing that will remain of jonathan are going to be mentionings in histroy books on how monstrous he was and how beyond redemption THERE ARE NO FAMILY PICTURES NO PICTURES WHATSOEVER DOCUMMENTING HE EVEN HAD ANY LIFE APART FROM THAT CHAOS ANARCHY AND DESTRUCTION (well he didn't have did he? there was no family life for him no having garden parties with annoying aunts and uncles no embarassing pictures with his sister jocelyn would put on the fridge or even turn into paintings later on there is nothing he's gonna be ashes prejudice and hatred THAT'S WHAT HE WILL REMAIN FUCK MY LIFE) also that bit with morgenstern ring please this is an extract from my babies being inseparable killer siblings together au he puts it on clary's finger already wearing his own he kisses her palm and they clasp their hands together and he asks: you with me? and she nods: always and they set out for the world toleave their mark of fire of blood of passion and cruelty bless (p.s. jfc that deleted scene will be the death of me valentine is actually reaching out to stroke jonathan's hair and before that the way jocelyn is smiling to him liek to her precious baby boy pretending to sword fight SHOOT ME IN THE FACE WHY DON'T YOU!) (p.s.2. as for the mortal cup it's not exactly the morgensterns' legacy but valentine used it to control the demons and later on jonathan came up with the infernal cup idea based on the mortal cup to bring down the apocalypse)
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mygifs free! nanase haruka matsuoka rin RinHaru i didn't realize until i had them all here that this shows how much their relationship has changed like the actions are similar but the intentions and reactions are so different now rin still looks at haru with that fond look that 'i have a massive crush and i'm going to marry you haru' look but this time haru does't turn around and tell rin that 'no. i wont swim with you' instead he smiles??? this tiny sweet smile and they both look so fond of each other and everything i'm crying and rin still waits for haru before the race. he waits and he doesn't deny it bc it's obvious he's there for haru but this time rin isn't slouched in his seat he's sitting all easy going and confident 'hey haru you're finally here. yeah i've just been leaning against the lockers waiting for you no big deal' and he isn't there to tell him essentially 'i'm better and i'll prove it and then it'll be over' anymore and in the fourth rows everything is so similar?? except its like the beginning and the end rin asking haru to swim in a relay and haru saying no that he doesn't care about times that he just wants to feel the water and thats it but this time rin is all 'i knew you could get fired up' and he looks so PROUD and haru doesn't leave this time he turns his head bc he's embarrassed bc rin is right. bc rin can get him fired up and caring about more than the water he's embarrassed and he turns his head but he's not rejecting or dismissing rin and the last ones??? where he's kind of saying the same thing that theres no gaurantee that haru will make it to the final and asking if haru still thinks he's the fastest in the water but he's not antagonistic this time. he's not saying 'dont disappoint me' he's acknowledging haru and telling him he needs more that he's gonna take his cool face and make it hot that he's gonna ignite that passion in haru ok and not snuff it out like in s1 the only think that never changs is haru reflected in rin's eyes haru gazing at rin and seeing himself reflected there rin always watching and focused on haru THIS GOT SO LONG BYE this is for you losers on twit who cried with me ok
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