“That was the thing. You never got used to it, the idea of someone being gone. Just when you think it’s reconciled, accepted, someone points ...”
“i. When I am quiet, please do not take it the wrong way. It just means that I am lost inside my own mind, trying to find a way out. ii. Wh...”
“He was mine but it didn’t feel like it.”
“You never asked why I slept until 5pm on the weekends or why I hadn’t been going to school in two weeks or why my hands were always sh...”
“All my life I’ve had people tell me; “You’re 16. What do you know? You don’t pay taxes. You don’t pay bills or a mortgage. You don’t worry a...”
“If i could redo the last two years of my life i would have swallowed fifteen more pills so at least that when i was rotting in the hospital ...”
“I remember not wanting to get out of bed, and everyone yelling at me to stop going to sleep so late. But it wasn’t that, I was not tired at ...”
“you look for her in ways that are more than just a keyboard click. you walk down busy streets, sit on packed buses, and find parts of her...”